so pensive. frustration. stress. annoyance. it seems like the days are getting shorter and i’m running out of time. i need to face this, this fear that i currently have. i’ve always been one to face my fears and not let the challenges defeat me, but this obstacle is one that’s been defeating me for some time now. self-love. it’s hard to achieve, especially when the world is against me. i’m slowly getting there, but not fast enough. it’s eating me alive. i just don’t know what to do.
why must you hate me? let me be. i’ll always let you be, even though i think you’re a person with horrible values, I still think you’re a human being nonetheless. never will i dehumanize you or anybody else for that matter. why must you hate? and why must you hate me? i just want to love. i wanna’ love everybody, everything, anything, just something.
with all this pressure from my environment, i sometimes just wanna’ give up. it’s somewhat irritating when people don’t respect my morals/values/beliefs. it makes me ponder. why must everybody disrespect, joke around, and/or laugh at what i think is right/just/morally correct? misunderstood.
open your minds, bodies and hearts to the opposition. it’s frightening that people at a prestigious university don’t think for themselves. they work for themselves, but they lack the ability to formulate their own personal values, morals and beliefs. you say your not racist/sexist/homophobic etc. well, prove it. I stand up for social equality and i’m an advocate for social justice issues. join me. educate yourself. embrace the ugly and the pretty. embrace your flaws. embrace your color. embrace your gender. embrace your sex. embrace your identity. embrace your roots. EMBRACE YOURSELF.
but thanks to you. you’ve helped me love myself. something i wasn’t capable of doing alone. join me as i take this leap into the darkness. fight with me. smile with me. yell with me. cry with me. feel with me. learn with me. grow with me.
I believe it’s important to step back and really think about things: things you like, things you don’t like, and things you don’t know quite much about. Because the things that we know are probably biased, so i believe, in order to become more aware, it is necessary to inform ourselves and really learn about every side about anything. Essentially, challenging ourselves. Like really think about it, critically think about it, in ever perspective.
Why do we think the way we do? Why do we obey laws that dehumanize people? Why must we accept these concepts and why are they deemed as right? Why is resisting and wanting change such a bad thing? Why must it be looked down as wrong? People need to have an open mind, so they can understand concepts that were purposely not taught while they were growing up. Because if we do resist, all hell will brake loose, right?
I’m just a soul whose intentions are good, don’t let me be misunderstood.
Question with me, challenge with me, resist with me, learn with me. <3